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October 21, 2009 at 10:13 pm (The Daily Grind)

I am usually depressed on my birthday.  It seems like I’ve spent my whole life pushing for that next thing, always dissatisfied and pushing for more, never content with my surroundings and where I was at in the moment.  30 has always been a pivotal age in my mind but now that it is here, its exactly the opposite.  Well, maybe in the sense that I can stop pushing, pulling, yearning for more but can finally be happy where I am.  Sure, I will never be a settled person and will always look for ways to challenge and push myself, but I did it.  I remember my freshman year of college I sat in class bored one day and made this huge list.  I try to imagine myself as this unsettled person on the verge of this huge life I wanted so much from but couldn’t quite wrap my brain around what.  So I made a list of all the things important to me.  Here is what I remember of that list.

1.  Travel the world, see every continent

2. Do everything you want to do at any given moment…live for your passions

3. Push yourself as hard as you can in any given thing you do

4. Then very specific things I wanted to do that I can’t remember now but it was a lot cuz it took up the whole page

5. and finally, DO NOT GET MARRIED UNTIL YOU ARE 30-you need to be free to do all the things above.

This is my brief memory of that infamous list.  But, truthfully, I did it.  Every single bit of it (except for the marriage part which I ended up “correcting” in the end).

And, that feels good on my 30th.

Finally I am exactly where I want to be.  My 20’s were a personal disaster and professional dream come true.  Now I just keep my head to work and keep my heart open with my renowned sense of spirit.  It will all come together.  And that I am actually optimistic about (which is just so rare for me!).

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The wards…

October 19, 2009 at 11:17 pm (1)

I am plugging away by a small string.  Am too tired to express the way I feel.  So exhausted…mostly mentally but it definitely seeps into my physical world.

Last night I found out a patient I took care of for over three weeks died on my day off.  Today I thought I might be responsible for a very scary, life threatening event to my favorite patient.  Life is fragile and I have the power to really fuck things up.  I am waiting for some results on my patient…I don’t think I will sleep until I know he is okay.  My emotions override my sensibility.  I cannot have complete control and it drives me crazy.

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As life happens

October 10, 2009 at 9:28 pm (The Daily Grind)

As life rolls out right before my very eyes, I wonder what direction this will take.  I am starting to feel settled.  Busy at a job I work way too much at, but adore.  Comfortable with my life situation and feel things drifting into a routine.  No longer waiting for anything as I have controlled what I can and am exactly where I always wanted to be.  No longer controlled by men or by my crazy mind-body connection.  Now I just go, I guess.  See what happens.  See how long I can stay settled for a moment.  I have exactly 10 days left in my 20’s.  Hmmm.

Enjoying my ONE day off after 11 days of working straight. VERY long hours, very little sleep.  It felt nice but I am okay with going back in for an 18h day tomorrow.  It is exhausting.

I feel that I am on the brink of something exciting.  Not sure what.  Life constantly amuses me.

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My medicine “crux”

October 3, 2009 at 11:58 pm (Adventures in residency!)

Third day of medicine wards.  My head is spinning.  Soooo many sick, depressing patients.  Just got done with 18 hour shift, to sleep for 5 hours and then back bright and early in the am for some more action…leading right back into a 5 day work week until a day off next Saturday finally.  We OB/GYNs work hard…but come on!  At least we get a few days off here and there (the hours and stress-inducing work is admittedly increased on our normal days, however) and we sometimes (well, quite frequently) get to deliver cute little babies and operate!

In climbing, the crux of the climb is the move that determines its difficulty rating.  I’ve figured out my medicine crux.

On call days, we go in and see our patients we are already following.  Then the new admissions come in.  I am cruising along, on top of my shit, when I start to get loaded a bit…my senior resident and patient’s family seem to be pulling me in directions when I have so much work to do and I just got 2 new patients and am a little unsure about my admission orders.  This is when my head begins to spin and the stress kicks in….the “crux.”  Now, add 3 more patients on in 10 minutes, 2 more hours on a starving stomach, and a patient that we cannot decide what to do with.  Now it is 8pm and I haven’t even seen all my new admissions much less written their admission history and physical OR followed up on shit for my other patients OR updated the signout.  I can’t discuss some of the new complicated patients with my senior resident as he is running around and I am feeling a little over my head. Survival mode hits.  No more stress…put your head down and get it done.  Time shifts…I will now feel excited about getting out of the hospital by midnight and thankful for 5 hours of sleep before I return tomorrow.

Medicine people are crazy!

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My slew of ER characters this weekend…

September 29, 2009 at 2:01 am (Adventures in residency!)

Hmmm, where to start.  You can pick from the Saturday folks, a psych themed day, or from Sunday, the complicated patients day.

CRAZY and PREGNANT lady:

OB/GYN generally allows one to bypass these sorts of patients, but this lady was certifiable (only we couldn’t find a psych ward to take her as she was 34 weeks pregnant).  She was abusive, loud, obnoxious, and I am pretty sure schizophrenic (not formally diagnosed).  We sedated and restrained her multiple times.  Then she started yelling that her baby wasn’t moving…’you guys have killed my baby!’  So, OB/GYN intern to the rescue.  My ultrasound showed her the heartbeat and one movement.  Although I assured her we needed a little more time to see more movement, I was prompted to get the hell out of her room and get her some apple juice as her baby needed more sugar to move (she had te whole routine DOWN!), not orange juice because, ‘it does what?  I already told you bitch, it does what?’  Upset her stomach!  As I was putting the ultrasound machine away, she told me I was a horrible doctor, if I really cared about her and her baby, I wouldn’t be moving so slow and would be running out of the room to get her apple juice.  ‘Just because you have a nice voice, doesn’t mean you are a good doctor.’  Okay lady.  Soon after, she decided to throw EVERY SINGLE THING out into the hallway in which case a group of security guards and doctors had to charge her, restrain her, and sedate her some more.  Poor unborn baby!

SHIT THROWING crazy lady

If I went into any detail about this lady, I would start to sound like her.  To make it short, I saw this lady a few weeks ago and when I finally pried myself out of her room, she grabbed my arms and wouldn’t let me leave.  So, then she returned this weekend proceeded to take a shit in the middle of the room and when my attending walked in, she threw it at him.  Now, she wasn’t certifiable before this, just a ‘chronic pain’ sort of patient.  I believe she is certifiable now.

SEEMINGLY NORMAL crazy lady

Middle aged woman brought in by cops for losing it with her husband and proceeding to throw objects in their house.  No real psych history and I empathized with this lady (I mean who hasn’t lost it at one time or another?).  So, I got her story and sounded like a lot of psychological abuse from a self-centered husband.  She had three kids and hated her husband but would never leave because she ‘is suppose to be married and have kids and it is better than being single.’  Uggh,  a reminder that a normal single life is 1000000 times better than shitty partnered situation.  Then psychiatrist comes to see her and she freaks out!  After I left, I guess she freaked out on everyone and had to be restrained and sent to inpatient psych facility.  Either I am naive or she is seriously psychotic.

SICK SUNDAY to be continued.

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Contentment

September 28, 2009 at 4:03 pm (The Daily Grind)

‘Feeling or showing satisfaction with one’s possessions, status, or situation’

Can I really claim this?  As I was driving to climb with a friend the other night I had a very brief glimpse of this ‘feeling.’  It was exciting news I immediately shared with my climbing partner.  She grunted and said it wasn’t the first time she has heard this and I was just revving up.  For what? The next drama I guess.  Right now I am okay without the drama.  Maybe I am just heading into a phase of my life where I can be content.  If you break life down into professional, personal, and spiritual components, here is an update and proof of my new found contentment.

PROFESSIONAL:  For the first time I am not waiting or pushing for that ‘next step.’  Sure, it will be nice when residency is over and I can get a ‘real’ job but the uphill battle is over.  Now I just put my head down and work my ass off for the next 4 years (3.75 years to be exact!).  Easy.

PERSONAL:  I think I finally found the secret.  Patience.  In essence, I’ve only been really single for 2 weeks now.  The last year I haven’t been exclusively, intimately tied with just one person, but it took me a year to get over and officially break it off emotionally with my former long-term partner.  His recent visit here was the last  ‘hoorah’ and I can honestly say I am no longer emotionally tied to him.  Will always be my best friend, but my heart is no longer attached.  I know this because  I am not ferociously looking for someone to replace him.  I understand that being ‘very’ single is okay right now.  Do I want true love and an eventual life partner?  Hell yeah.  But I also understand I cannot force this.  And I am optimistic.

SPIRITUAL:  What does that mean to non-religious person?  Listening to my heart and living a life that feels ‘right’ and purposeful.  Trying to live each moment as it comes and not incessantly worrying about the future or lamenting about the past.  Appreciating my organic and emotional being as it is.   Accepting that I am on the right path to realizing my greater purpose.  Believing that I am helping people and positively affecting individual lives on the way.

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Marriage….

September 22, 2009 at 10:09 pm (The Daily Grind)

My beautiful baby sister was married this weekend.  I couldn’t be happier for her and her choice in partner.   All my sisters and best friends from high school and gymnastics are now married.  The wedding was beautiful and the FIRST wedding I have EVER shed a tear.  It is actually quite difficult marrying off your little sister.   Funny thing is, everyone is married now EXCEPT me.  And I was the first of them all to get married!  In fact, I was married and divorced before ANY of them got married.  It got me thinking about marriage in general so here are the results of my rash, incomplete research…

  • ORIGINS:  I read quite a bit and honestly, it bore me.  It seems obvious…reproduction, reproduction, reproduction.  Back in the day, it gave men sexual access to one women in which to have their babies.  LOTS of baby mamas back then!  But really, its an evolutionary advantage to have multiple children with one partner (which is a discussion I can’t bear to have at the moment).  So then the cultural ceremony developed from this basic evolutionary drive.  Religion and government became involved at some point…probably stemming from the fact that it is also an evolutionary drive to fuck around…us being sexual creatures and all.
  • CURRENT THOUGHT:  Well, my current thoughts are these:  marriage needs to be based on both LOVE and mutual respect, it can only make one more miserable if an appropriate partner is not found, and it does not need to include religion or culture to be legit….meaning, a life partner can have the same commitment and meaning as a union recognized by a religious sect or by the government.  This is speaking to those whose marriage is not recognized by the government (homosexuals in particular…which I know is a WHOLE other issue that I am not going to go into because even though I think a union can have the same meaning without government/religious recognition, I also think that if ANYONE wants their union to be recognized officially, it shouldn’t be a problem) and also to the folks who don’t buy into the marriage thing in general (lifelong partners who have children, devote themselves to each other without this official “marriage”).
  • COHABITATION:  I find it fascinating that this stigma that it is ’sinful’ for folks to live together before being married is changing right before my eyes.  I’ve met very few people who hasn’t lived with a partner at some time…without any significant scorn!  I feel one of the strong reasons I got married so young to the very wrong person (although I still do love this person as a person) was due to this cultural/religious belief that marriage should precede cohabitation.  BIG mistake…obviously.  Anyways, I have lived with exactly 4 partners pre-marriage.  One I married but I only lived with him approximately 6 months before we tied the knot (and he had already proposed) so it is probably accurate to say I could’ve prevented this early marriage mistake if I had lived with him longer. So, I agree it is a good test run and yes, maybe you don’t work as hard at the relationship if you know you can just leave at any time without any real hardship (logistical) but that is bullshit.  Once you build a life with someone, whether marriage is involved or not, it sucks to leave that situation and you will do anything to make it work.  Consider that I stayed with my live-in boyfriend for another year after shit literally hit the fan because we had built quite the nice life together, and I wasn’t in any positiontot drastically change my life situation…so I stuck it out and tried to make it work.  Exactly what I would have done if I was married.  So, basically I don’t think marriage is a pre-requisite for working hard at a marriage.  Here are some stats on this very concept:

Overall, only 8% of all domestic couples in America are unmarried. But this figure is 28% among 18- to 29-year-olds, compared with just 7% among 30- to 49-year-olds and 3% among those 50 and older

  • CURRENT CONCEPT OF MARRIAGE:  According to this article, many people are waiting longer and longer to marry.  Here are reasons given:

The new NMP (National Marriage Project) report suggests that on a more practical level, younger men and women tend to view the goals of marriage differently. With the average age of first marriage now at 27 for men and 25 for women — the oldest in the nation’s history — Popenoe and the NMP’s other co-director, Barbara Dafoe Whitehead, conducted focus groups with unmarried men, aged 25 to 35, in four metropolitan areas to explore their attitudes about why it’s taking them longer to find the perfect mate. Here are the reasons the men in the focus groups offered:

  1. They can get sex without marriage more easily than in times past.
  2. They can enjoy the benefits of a wife by cohabiting rather than marrying.
  3. They want to avoid divorce and its financial risks.
  4. They want to wait until they are older to have children.
  5. They fear that marriage will require too many changes and compromises.
  6. They are waiting for the perfect soul mate and she hasn’t yet appeared.
  7. They face few social pressures to marry.
  8. They are reluctant to marry a woman who already has children.
  9. They want to own a house before they get a wife.
  10. They want to enjoy single life as long as they can.
  • DIVORCE:  So what does divorce mean for an individual. I am a divorcee’ as they call it and I don’t feel like I am any different from someone who parted from a 4 year relationship.  According to a gallup pole, only 3% of people in my age range are divorced currently. I find it hard to believe I am in such a HUGE minority.  What does that mean for me exactly?  Here are some interesting divorce stats from gallup poll:

More than a quarter of adult Americans, according to a recent Gallup Poll*, have been divorced at some time in their lives, but only 10% are currently divorced. This means that more than half of divorcees, 63% to be exact, have remarried. And chances are that many of those who have yet to remarry, eventually will. So while marriages may fail, the will to be married endures.

So it looks like I will likely remarry…as most divorcee’s do!  And, next time I intend it to be forever.

  • BUT, will marriage as a custom/tradition last?  Here is what gallup poles say:

One might think that the institution of marriage is becoming outdated. Statistics show that half of all marriages that occur today will end in divorce, and more people are choosing to live together as partners or delay marriage. But, marriage must have its attractions, because most of those who have failed at it once try again.

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EXERCISE! The PLAIN truth…and why you should do it!

September 16, 2009 at 8:40 pm (Daily Health Info)

After 4 days of literally eating my way through San Francisco without any real exercise, I was CRAVING a good sweaty workout today.  It took awhile to get going, but after my run, I was a whole new person.  I wondered why I was such a regular in the exercise department.  I cannot think of a time where I didn’t workout for over 4-5 days for the last 20 years.  There may have been a time or two I was traveling in some exotic country for a month where my exercise was sparse, but it is almost like a strict religion for me.  Sure, I get lazy and out of shape from time to time, but exercise has been the one stable thing through my hectic, rapidly changing life.  So I thought I would review the literature  and remind myself and whomever else is interested why exactly exercising is such a critical part of one’s life.  And I could go on and on about the medical and physiological benefits of exercise, but the essential truth is,  it will make you a happier, healthier person…which can only set you up for success in the rest of your life.  So, maybe I was lucky (or just tortured) and spent hours in the gym from a  young age or have an insanely athletic father who forced us to be active as children…but I do know that exercise makes my life just a little bit more sane and, who knows, maybe it negates all the wine and beer and food I eat!! ;-)   Enjoy the article and please comment if you have any questions or need any help starting a sustainable exercise regimen for yourself!!

FROM UPTODATE, the most reliable information we use for EVERYTHING!

Patient information: Exercise

Author
Lynne T Braun, PhD, RN, CNP
Douglas M Peterson, MD, MBA, FACP, FACSM

Last literature review for version 17.2: May 1, 2009  |  This topic last updated: November 20, 2007

EXERCISE OVERVIEW — Physical activity is any activity that involves major muscle groups, including routine daily activities such as shopping or climbing stairs. Exercise includes any activity done with a goal of improving or maintaining physical fitness.

Physical fitness can be described as the ability to carry out daily tasks with vigor and alertness, without excessive fatigue, and with ample energy to enjoy leisure time pursuits and meet unforeseen emergencies.

Many Americans have little or no physical activity in their daily lives. Approximately 24 percent of adults in the United States do not engage in any leisure time physical activity, while only about 49 percent perform the recommended amount of physical activity (at least 30 minutes of moderate physical activity five or more days per week) [1].

There are three main types of exercise:

  • Aerobic exercise
  • Resistance training
  • Stretching exercise

This topic review discusses exercise and its benefits for adults. A separate topic discusses exercise recommendations for people with arthritis. (See “Patient information: Arthritis and exercise”).

Aerobic exercise — Aerobic exercise involves exertion such as walking, running, or swimming, which increases the flow of blood through the heart. Aerobic means “with oxygen” and refers to working at a level where the large muscles get adequate oxygen from the blood to sustain prolonged activity. Spontaneous activity (fidgeting) can burn 100 to 800 calories/day.

Resistance training — Resistance training is exercise designed to increase muscle strength, and includes lifting weights. This kind of exercise is sometimes called anaerobic, meaning “without oxygen.” In contrast to aerobic exercise, the muscles do not get enough oxygen to sustain anaerobic exercise for prolonged periods of time. As an example, anaerobic exercise might involve lifting a heavy weight a number of times, after which the involved muscles are deprived of oxygen and are too fatigued to continue that level of exertion.

Stretching exercise — Stretching exercises are movements designed to improve flexibility and prevent injury. Improving flexibility allows joints to move over a wider range of motion. Good range of motion in all joints helps to maintain musculoskeletal function, balance, and agility.

BENEFITS OF EXERCISE — Apart from improving overall physical fitness, exercise has numerous health benefits:

  • The risk of dying is decreased in those who exercise regularly. As an example, one study found that men who engaged in moderately vigorous sports had a 23 percent lower risk of death than men who were less active [2] Exercise also helps to lower the risk of death in men with coronary artery disease (show figure 1) [3].
  • Exercise is an essential component of weight management programs. Exercise burns calories and may help to burn calories even while not exercising. Dieting can lead to loss of muscle, but exercise can help maintain muscle mass while dieting. (See “Patient information: Weight loss treatments”).
  • Most people report a reduction in stress after they exercise. Research has shown that exercise is associated with reduced tension, anxiety, and depression.
  • Some evidence suggests that exercise can provide protection against breast and prostate cancer, can delay or prevent dementia, and can decrease the risk of gallstone disease.

A summary of benefits is provided here (show table 1).

TESTING BEFORE AN EXERCISE PROGRAM — Most people do not need any special testing before starting to exercise, but it is best to check with a healthcare provider. People with diabetes or multiple risk factors for heart disease may need an exercise test before starting an exercise program. An exercise test is performed in a doctor’s office or hospital, and usually involves walking or running on a treadmill with monitoring leads on the chest.

GETTING STARTED — If you do not normally get much exercise, start by exercising for a few minutes at a low intensity (eg, walking). As physical fitness improves, you can slowly begin to exercise harder, more frequently, or for a longer time, with a goal of getting at least 30 minutes of exercise on five days each week.

Exercise does not need to be continuous to produce health benefits; it can be broken up into three or four ten-minute sessions per day. Moderate intensity exercise should be performed on most days of the week. However, exercising only one or two days per week is better than not exercising at all.

The greatest health benefits are seen in those who change from a sedentary lifestyle to being moderately active (show table 2). Moderate exercise can be integrated into your daily routine with activities such as brisk walking (at three to four miles per hour), yard work, or dancing.

A simple way to start exercising is to walk. Start by walking a comfortable distance; establish a personal baseline by walking at a speed and for a length of time that is easily tolerated. Doing too much too fast may result in discomfort, disappointment, or disability from muscle pulls and strains. Try to increase your baseline distance by 10 percent each week. Measure out the distance in a neighborhood, walking trail, or shopping mall.

After reaching 45 to 60 minutes per day, you can increase the intensity of exercise by walking a greater distance in the same time. The goal is to develop a habit of regular physical activity at a level that is comfortable.

EXERCISE PROGRAM — An exercise program should include aerobic exercise, resistance training, and stretching.

Warm up — Exercise sessions should begin with a five to ten minute period of warm up. Start with some low level aerobic exercises (walking, stationary cycling, calisthenics) and then do stretches and flexibility movements. The warm-up period allows for a gradual increase in the heart rate and may reduce the risk of injuries.

Workout — It is a good idea to mix up aerobic exercise, strength training, and stretching so as to keep the workout fun and interesting.

Aerobic exercise — Walking is an excellent aerobic activity. Cycling, rowing, stair machine climbing, and other endurance-type activities are also great. Swimming and water aerobics are excellent for people with arthritis. Low impact activities are recommended because they are less likely to result in physical injury. Running on a street is a higher impact activity because of the stresses on the feet and legs as they strike the ground with each step.

The exercises should be enjoyable and simple to carry out to encourage a long-term commitment. It may be best to vary the exercises you do each week (such as swim on three of the days and walk on three of the days) to decrease repetitive strain to your muscles and other tissues.

There is no age specific heart rate recommendation; a specific heart rate is not necessary to achieve health benefits. If you are breathless, fatigued, and sweating, you have worked hard enough. During moderate intensity exercise, you should be able to carry on a conversation.

A minimum of 30 minutes of moderate intensity aerobic exercise (eg, brisk walking) is recommended on five days each week. Alternately, you can perform 20 minutes of vigorous-intensity aerobic exercise (eg, jogging) on three days each week. This recommendation is in addition to routine, light-intensity activities of daily living (eg, cooking, casual walking, shopping, etc) [4].

Resistance training — Resistance training can be done with weights, machines, or exercise bands. It should be performed at least twice a week with at least 48 hours of rest between sessions. Resistance training is commonly described in terms of “sets” of “repetitions.”

  • A repetition is a single completed back and forth motion of a resistance exercise, such as bending and extending the arm at the elbow while holding a weight in the hand.
  • A set is a number of repetitions done without resting.

Most experts recommend at least one set of exercises, including 8 to 12 repetitions, for each of the major muscle groups.

Begin with minimal resistance (light weights, resistive bands, or even a can of food) to allow the muscles and other tissues to adapt. Examples of exercises for the upper body are shown in figure two (show figure 2).

It is important to use proper technique. If you belong to a health club or gym might ask a trainer to observe technique. Be sure to maintain breathe normally while lifting weights. Do not hold the breath; instead, exhale with exertion. Do not perform resistance training during if you are in pain or have swelling anywhere.

Stretching — Stretching and flexibility exercises should include every major joint (hip, back, shoulder, knee, upper trunk, neck). It is best not to stretch “cold” muscles, so engage in a few minutes of low intensity aerobic exercise first. Movement into a stretch should be slow, and the stretch itself should be held for approximately 10 to 30 seconds. Do not bounce while beginning or performing a stretch.

Stretching exercises are shown in figure 3 (show figure 3). Each exercise should be performed several times. Stretch and yoga classes are also a good way to remain flexible. The stretch should not cause pain, but only mild discomfort.

Cool down — Cool-down exercises should be done for approximately five minutes at the end of an exercise session. Similar to the warm-up period, cool-down may include low level aerobic exercise (such as slow walking), calisthenics, and stretching. This allows the body to clear acid that has built up in the muscles and allows more blood back into the circulation because less is sent to the muscles. This helps to prevent muscle cramps and sudden drops in blood pressure that can cause lightheadedness.

EVALUATING AN EXERCISE PROGRAM — Exercise should fit into the daily schedule, should be enjoyable, and should feel safe. After beginning an exercise program, most people start to notice that they feel healthier.

However, it is common for an exercise program to be disrupted by health problems, changes in job type or hours, personal relationships, and vacations. Getting back on track can be tough, but is an important step in maintaining the benefits of exercise.

If your exercise program does not fit into your daily life, try to find ways to integrate exercise so that it can remain a part of your daily routine. For example, take the stairs instead of the elevator, park in a space that is further from the door, or take a longer route to walk from one place to another.

WHEN TO SEEK HELP — In order to exercise safely, it’s important to know the warning signs that could indicate a problem. If any of these problems occur, you should stop the exercise or activity and contact your healthcare provider immediately:

  • Pain or pressure in the chest, arms, throat, jaw or back
  • Nausea or vomiting during or after exercise
  • Palpitations or heart flutters or a sudden burst of a very fast heart rate
  • Inability to catch your breath
  • Lightheadedness, dizziness or feeling faint during exercise (feeling lightheaded after exercise may mean that a longer cool-down period is needed)
  • Feeling very weak or very tired
  • Pains in joints, shins, heels or calf muscles (this is not an emergency, but should be evaluated if it does not resolve)

PRECAUTIONS

  • Remember to drink fluids during and after exercise. Thirst is a good indicator that more fluids are needed.
  • Do not exercise outdoors if the temperature is too hot or too cold.
  • In cooler weather, it is better to wear layers of clothes while exercising outdoors. A layer of clothing can be removed if needed.
  • Wear supportive, well-fitting running or walking shoes. Replace shoes when signs of deterioration develop (eg, cracking, separation of shoe from the sole, imprint of the foot in the insole). The amount of time exercise shoes will last depends upon a number of factors, including how often and where the shoes are worn.

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San Francisco ‘proves’ public option better for us all in the long run…

September 15, 2009 at 9:44 pm (Daily Health Info)

I had no idea this organization was in place in San Francisco (article to follow).  It doesn’t surprise me.  I am sure I will have more to say on this issue after next month of internal medicine.  It is VERY difficult to wrap your brain and heart around something that doesn’t affect you every day.  Unfortunately we are all responsible for the culture of poor health in our country…whether we like it or not.  Our people are brimming with heart disease, diabetes leading to end-stage renal disease on dialysis (which is the number one cost to medicare) and amputations, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (most commonly from smoking), and many other life-style induced illnesses that aren’t being dealt with early on due to insurance issues.  WE ALL PAY for ‘our’ people and their cultural/social induced health issues…why not do it properly?  Its cheaper…as this San Francisco program proves.

San Francisco Test-Drives a Public Option

By Scott Hensley

Could a public health option, down but not completely out in Washington, actually work?

A municipal public option takes hold in San Francisco. (<spanJustin Sullivan/Getty Images)

obama waves upon his return from vacation.

A municipal public option takes hold in San Francisco. (Justin Sullivan/Getty Images)

Take a look at San Francisco for a clue. An experiment there in universal coverage is bearing fruit, KQED’s Sarah Varney reports on Tuesday’s Morning Edition.

Called Healthy San Francisco, the program for the uninsured isn’t health insurance but instead offers care in clinics and covers admissions to hospitals located in the city.

How are the results? Hospital admissions of plan members have dropped, and the average stay for those who wind up in the hospital has been cut almost in half, Varney reports. Those changes suggest chronic illnesses, such as diabetes, asthma and hypertension, are being managed better, reducing the need for crisis care.

The program, now in its third year, is proving popular. More than 43,000 people were enrolled as of June, up from 24,000 a year before. One reason for the jump: the income test for eligibility was relaxed in February to include people whose income was 500 percent of the poverty level–about $54,000 for a single person and $110,000 for a family of four. The program costs San Francisco about $280 per person per month.

Employers in the city fretted over a 2008 mandate requiring they offer health coverage to employees, contribute to workers’ health savings accounts or pitch in on Healthy San Francisco. But predictions the requirements would drive businesses under haven’t proved true.

“The San Francisco experiment is working, and it’s working well,” Ken Jacobs, chair of the University of California, Berkeley labor center, said last month, according to the San Francisco Chronicle. “There’s no evidence of any impact of the ordinance on employment in San Francisco.”

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Graveyard shift…

September 9, 2009 at 10:56 pm (1)

My schedule this week is easy. Too easy and the hours are making me believe I am not working at all.  They fall right in the middle of normal sleep: 1am-7am.  What is that?  So, even if I sleep in until 2pm after getting home, I still have to occupy myself the rest of the day and wait around to go back to work at 1am.  The time is useless because I feel like I am just waiting for work.  Today was not as productive as I would’ve liked.  It is VERY difficult for me to seriously study right now.  I really don’t have any exams coming up.  Work is always a motivating factor but right now it is just for my own edification (and my patients too!) but it is difficult to spend any extensive amount of time doing it.  I think the last 10 years of college burnt me out!

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